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10 March 2008 @ 04:53 pm
met somebody that i like.  He has amazing sketchbooks and listens to metal and went to the same shows that i went to in highschool.. hes a grad student at my school, so that makes him what? 25ish?  We talked for a while in the lab on friday, hope to see him again soon.  I seem to see him around the printmaking room often enough, and we will be at the same show on the 22nd.

I also bought a screen printing kit.  Will have to figure that out.

Hopefully i am able to keep my job.  I dont want to have to go through looking for another job again just becuase lillian and i were bickering.
04 March 2008 @ 07:16 pm
Oh also, I seem to be crossing friends off of my list left and right.  I spend less and less time with the friends I have.  No longer have ANY friends from highschool.  Stopping talking to cyrus and alison isnt easy, but i feel like they deserve it.  Maybe more of my dont take sh*t attitude.

oh yeah, im not speaking to cyrus any more
04 March 2008 @ 07:12 pm
Terrible day, possibly going to get fired for a bickerment with a co-worker.  I just started too.  I was so happy to be done working retail (my new job was a dental assistant)... AHGGGGGG.  I was also told that i might be bi-polor by a doctor, maybe thats why i always take this "dont take sh*t from anybody" attitude with all of my jobs, and then i always QUIT.  Maybe ill get on meds for that, maybe ill be able to hold down a job.  Maybe I should jsut bite the bullet and let people walk all over me when i get a job and actually work hard.  All good options.
29 February 2008 @ 05:03 pm
I need to go grocery shopping sooo bad.  I only have almonds at my house
23 February 2008 @ 10:01 am
He will not stop singing the velvet underground and he is not a good singer.  It is annoying.

But I do like the velvet underground quite a bit. 

There is  a mysterious bottle of wine at my house, I fell asleep on the couch last night and am not feeling that great this morning. 

Jelly is walking around, I had a dream she got outside and it was very upsetting. 

I think I am going to try and reorganize my bookcase today. 

after my two job interviews!

part of me really doesnt know why I am even trying out for this telemarketing job, I really doubt I will get it.  Ill try to be fierce. 
21 February 2008 @ 05:02 pm
Im postingg from the bathroom which is kinda werid, i think ill draw a bath.  I am soooo tired from this new job
13 February 2008 @ 01:50 pm
Happy birthday Henry Rollins!
12 February 2008 @ 07:43 pm
starting to feel like i really havent got much going for me.  its really bumming me out.
alison and i arent friends.  cyrus and i are broken up.  hannah is more distant everyday, along with victor.  me and natasha 1 havent got much of  a friendship anymore, me and natasha 2 never really did.  i havent got a job and school sucks.  In the artistic realm of things i ihavent been doing to well either.

im watching henry and june and it doesnt seem like the best movie.

i just wish i was still with rus. thinsg would be so easier if we were still together.  I would have somebody and nobody else would matter.  Though, if he wanted to get back together right now i know we couldnt.

Not trying to complain in this entry, just havin hard times
10 February 2008 @ 09:52 am
My dads birthday is coming up.. Its weird because we dont really talk anymore.  Hopefully things can get settled, soon. 

I need to call that doctor. 

There is pizza sitting in my fridge and I have no idea how it got there. 

I saw this great youtube video about this artist/engineer that makes these giant structures that are wind powered and have feet and just walk across the beach, sometimes pretty fast.  theres one that he built that he can ride in.

I wish i was more of a math/science person.
03 February 2008 @ 03:03 pm
a reminder to myself

april 9th is a very important day